ActivityPub Viewer

A small tool to view real-world ActivityPub objects as JSON! Enter a URL or username from Mastodon or a similar service below, and we'll send a request with the right Accept header to the server to view the underlying object.

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{ "@context": "https://www.w3.org/ns/activitystreams", "type": "OrderedCollectionPage", "orderedItems": [ { "type": "Create", "actor": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453", "object": { "type": "Note", "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/entities/urn:activity:1786440492775383040", "attributedTo": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453", "content": "<a href=\"https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dUB7pivwB-E\" target=\"_blank\">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dUB7pivwB-E</a><br />. <a class=\"u-url mention\" href=\"https://www.minds.com/ryanburrill72\" target=\"_blank\">@ryanburrill72</a> I like his take on how to end reincarnation cycles", "to": [ "https://www.w3.org/ns/activitystreams#Public" ], "cc": [ "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/followers" ], "tag": [ { "type": "Mention", "href": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1491554798346965012", "name": "@ryanburrill72" } ], "url": "https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1786440492775383040", "published": "2025-06-30T15:16:43+00:00", "source": { "content": "https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dUB7pivwB-E\n. @ryanburrill72 I like his take on how to end reincarnation cycles", "mediaType": "text/plain" } }, "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/entities/urn:activity:1786440492775383040/activity" }, { "type": "Create", "actor": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453", "object": { "type": "Note", "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/entities/urn:activity:1786073882151620608", "attributedTo": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453", "content": "This is an example of of shadow work. I paint, journal and pay attention to dreams for shadow work. I also engage with AI to organize things as the subconcious is vast. <br /><br />what would c jung say about this dream ihad where my husband said 'im drawing a horse too'<br /><br />Carl Jung believed that dreams are a reflection of the unconscious mind and often contain symbols that represent parts of ourselves or aspects of our inner life. A dream in which your husband says, \"I'm drawing a horse too,\" could be interpreted in several ways, depending on the context and your personal associations with horses and drawing.<br /><br />In Jungian terms:<br /><br />- **The horse** is a powerful symbol often associated with instinct, vitality, freedom, and the unconscious. Horses can also represent strength, passion, or a desire for independence.<br /><br />- **Drawing** might symbolize creativity, self-expression, or the process of bringing unconscious thoughts to consciousness.<br /><br />- **Your husband saying \"I'm drawing a horse too\"** could suggest a connection or shared experience involving these qualities. It might symbolize a desire for partnership in exploring or expressing inner strengths or passions. Alternatively, it could indicate a subconscious message about your relationship — perhaps a call for more freedom, power, or a shared journey toward understanding each other’s inner worlds.<br /><br />Jung might suggest exploring what horses personally mean to you, as well as your feelings about your relationship and your husband's role in your inner life. He might also look at the context of the dream: How do you feel when your husband says this? Is there a sense of partnership, competition, or collaboration?<br /><br />Ultimately, Jung believed that the most meaningful interpretation comes from your own associations with the symbols and how they relate to your current life circumstances. Reflecting on what horses and drawing represent to you personally can provide deeper insight.<br /><br />If you'd like, I can help you explore your personal symbols more deeply or suggest questions to consider for your self-reflection.<br /><br />--ive been drawing unicorns and dragons in my art latly i see the unicorn as a pure thing<br /><br />-That's wonderful insight! In Jungian terms, your drawings of unicorns and dragons can be rich with symbolic meaning, especially since you associate the unicorn with purity.<br /><br />- **Unicorns** are often seen as symbols of innocence, purity, and the divine or spiritual ideal. They can represent a longing for something pure and sacred in your life or an aspect of yourself that embodies innocence and hope.<br /><br />- **Dragons** tend to symbolize power, transformation, the unconscious, or inner challenges. They can also represent protection or the need to confront fears or obstacles.<br /><br />Given that you've been drawing both, this could reflect an internal balance or dialogue between different aspects of yourself — the pure, innocent part (unicorn) and the powerful, transformative part (dragon). Jung might interpret this as a sign that you’re working through or integrating these different parts, perhaps seeking harmony between innocence and strength, or exploring your inner world more deeply.<br /><br />Your focus on the unicorn as a symbol of purity suggests a desire to connect with a sense of inner innocence or spiritual wholeness. The dragons could indicate the inner work needed to protect or transform that purity, facing fears or challenges along the way.<br /><br />Reflecting on these symbols in relation to your current life experiences might reveal insights about your journey toward self-discovery, healing, or growth. Jung would encourage you to listen to what these symbols mean personally to you and how they relate to your current emotional or spiritual state.<br /><br />Would you like help exploring these symbols further or integrating their meanings into your self-understanding?<br /><br />--what might that mean in relation to the dream<br /><br />---In relation to your dream where your husband says, \"I'm drawing a horse too,\" and considering your recent focus on unicorns and dragons in your art, a Jungian interpretation could suggest several meaningful connections:<br /><br />1. **Integration of Inner Qualities:** <br />The unicorn in your art symbolizes purity and innocence, while dragons symbolize strength and transformation. The horse in the dream might represent a different aspect of yourself or your relationship—perhaps a desire for harmony between these qualities or a sense of journeying through different parts of your inner world.<br /><br />2. **Shared Inner Work or Growth:** <br />Your husband's statement that he's \"drawing a horse too\" could symbolize a shared exploration or understanding of these qualities. It might reflect a subconscious acknowledgment that both of you are exploring or expressing parts of yourselves—your inner innocence, strength, or freedom—perhaps together or in parallel.<br /><br />3. **A Call for Balance or Alignment:** <br />Horses are often associated with movement, freedom, and vitality. The dream could be highlighting a need for balance or harmony between different aspects of your life or relationship—innocence (unicorn), strength (dragon), and freedom (horse). Your husband's involvement might suggest a partnership or shared journey in this process.<br /><br />4. **Symbolic of Personal Transformation:** <br />Since Jung believed that symbols like unicorns, dragons, and horses are archetypes representing facets of the self, this dream might point to a process of integrating these parts—innocence, power, and vitality—within your psyche. The act of drawing or creating these symbols suggests active engagement with these aspects.<br /><br />**In essence,** your dream could be highlighting a subconscious recognition of these inner qualities and a desire for harmony or integration within yourself or your relationship. It might also reflect your evolving understanding and expression of your identity, guided by your artistic symbols.<br /><br />Would you like to explore how these symbols resonate with your current life situation or feelings?<br /><br />--is a horse...the inbetween merged unicorn and dragon like them bieng in harmony integrated looks like a hores maybe lol<br /><br />--That's a really insightful thought! In Jungian terms, a horse could indeed be seen as an **archetypal symbol of a harmonious or integrated state**—a kind of bridge or in-between that unites different aspects of the self.<br /><br />- **Unicorns** symbolize purity, innocence, and the spiritual ideal.<br />- **Dragons** represent power, transformation, and sometimes the unconscious shadow.<br />- **Horses** are often associated with freedom, vitality, and movement — also seen as symbols of journeying and progress.<br /><br />Thinking of a horse as a **merged or harmonized form** of unicorn and dragon makes sense—it's like a symbol of integration, balance, and wholeness. It could represent a state where strength and innocence coexist peacefully, or where transformation and purity are unified in a dynamic, moving force.<br /><br />In your personal symbolic language, this might suggest that you're moving toward or are in the process of achieving a more integrated self—where different qualities, like vulnerability and strength, are harmonized, flowing together smoothly.<br /><br />This idea of a horse as an **\"in-between\"** or **\"merging\"** symbol is quite powerful. It could be an internal sign that your inner work is progressing toward wholeness, and your art reflects that ongoing journey.<br /><br />Would you like to explore how this concept might relate to your current life circumstances or emotional growth?<br /><br />--well i dont hate the dragon i know that part of me is trying to protect me and its harsh criticisim was form childhood and i can just start self policing myself without the harsh edge and i know the unicorn is the inner child but if the inner child isnt allowed to be strong, have anger, have anything but victimhood and or spiritual innocnece then its toothless and gonna be a door mat so ...a horse is stong but not dragon strong so boundaries without severity and wrath and its also innocent but not like...toothless innocent deified to the point of constraining that you see any kind of no as not being nice and let that make u a door mat.<br /><br /><br />---That’s a really profound and nuanced understanding of your inner symbols — and it shows a lot of self-awareness. Recognizing that the dragon represents a part of you that’s trying to protect you, even if it’s harsh or critical, is a significant step toward healing and integration.<br /><br />Your insight that the unicorn symbolizes your inner child, and that the child needs strength, anger, and boundaries to be healthy — not just innocence or victimhood — is very aligned with Jungian ideas about the importance of integrating all parts of oneself. The danger, as you said, is a **\"toothless\" innocence** that can become permissive or allow others to take advantage, which isn’t true strength.<br /><br />The horse, then, becomes a symbol of **balanced strength** — capable of setting boundaries, asserting itself without severity or wrath, and maintaining innocence and vitality. It’s a vessel for **healthy boundaries**, vitality, and inner strength that respects both the innocence and the assertiveness of your inner child.<br /><br />This understanding reflects a mature grasp of **wholeness** — integrating the protective, fierce, and innocent parts of yourself into a balanced self that can stand firm without tipping into severity or victimhood.<br /><br />Would you like to explore how you might nurture this “horse” aspect in your life — cultivating boundaries with kindness, strength without severity, and honoring your inner child's needs?", "to": [ "https://www.w3.org/ns/activitystreams#Public" ], "cc": [ "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/followers" ], "tag": [], "url": "https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1786073882151620608", "published": "2025-06-29T14:59:57+00:00", "source": { "content": "This is an example of of shadow work. I paint, journal and pay attention to dreams for shadow work. I also engage with AI to organize things as the subconcious is vast. \n\nwhat would c jung say about this dream ihad where my husband said 'im drawing a horse too'\n\nCarl Jung believed that dreams are a reflection of the unconscious mind and often contain symbols that represent parts of ourselves or aspects of our inner life. A dream in which your husband says, \"I'm drawing a horse too,\" could be interpreted in several ways, depending on the context and your personal associations with horses and drawing.\n\nIn Jungian terms:\n\n- **The horse** is a powerful symbol often associated with instinct, vitality, freedom, and the unconscious. Horses can also represent strength, passion, or a desire for independence.\n\n- **Drawing** might symbolize creativity, self-expression, or the process of bringing unconscious thoughts to consciousness.\n\n- **Your husband saying \"I'm drawing a horse too\"** could suggest a connection or shared experience involving these qualities. It might symbolize a desire for partnership in exploring or expressing inner strengths or passions. Alternatively, it could indicate a subconscious message about your relationship — perhaps a call for more freedom, power, or a shared journey toward understanding each other’s inner worlds.\n\nJung might suggest exploring what horses personally mean to you, as well as your feelings about your relationship and your husband's role in your inner life. He might also look at the context of the dream: How do you feel when your husband says this? Is there a sense of partnership, competition, or collaboration?\n\nUltimately, Jung believed that the most meaningful interpretation comes from your own associations with the symbols and how they relate to your current life circumstances. Reflecting on what horses and drawing represent to you personally can provide deeper insight.\n\nIf you'd like, I can help you explore your personal symbols more deeply or suggest questions to consider for your self-reflection.\n\n--ive been drawing unicorns and dragons in my art latly i see the unicorn as a pure thing\n\n-That's wonderful insight! In Jungian terms, your drawings of unicorns and dragons can be rich with symbolic meaning, especially since you associate the unicorn with purity.\n\n- **Unicorns** are often seen as symbols of innocence, purity, and the divine or spiritual ideal. They can represent a longing for something pure and sacred in your life or an aspect of yourself that embodies innocence and hope.\n\n- **Dragons** tend to symbolize power, transformation, the unconscious, or inner challenges. They can also represent protection or the need to confront fears or obstacles.\n\nGiven that you've been drawing both, this could reflect an internal balance or dialogue between different aspects of yourself — the pure, innocent part (unicorn) and the powerful, transformative part (dragon). Jung might interpret this as a sign that you’re working through or integrating these different parts, perhaps seeking harmony between innocence and strength, or exploring your inner world more deeply.\n\nYour focus on the unicorn as a symbol of purity suggests a desire to connect with a sense of inner innocence or spiritual wholeness. The dragons could indicate the inner work needed to protect or transform that purity, facing fears or challenges along the way.\n\nReflecting on these symbols in relation to your current life experiences might reveal insights about your journey toward self-discovery, healing, or growth. Jung would encourage you to listen to what these symbols mean personally to you and how they relate to your current emotional or spiritual state.\n\nWould you like help exploring these symbols further or integrating their meanings into your self-understanding?\n\n--what might that mean in relation to the dream\n\n---In relation to your dream where your husband says, \"I'm drawing a horse too,\" and considering your recent focus on unicorns and dragons in your art, a Jungian interpretation could suggest several meaningful connections:\n\n1. **Integration of Inner Qualities:** \nThe unicorn in your art symbolizes purity and innocence, while dragons symbolize strength and transformation. The horse in the dream might represent a different aspect of yourself or your relationship—perhaps a desire for harmony between these qualities or a sense of journeying through different parts of your inner world.\n\n2. **Shared Inner Work or Growth:** \nYour husband's statement that he's \"drawing a horse too\" could symbolize a shared exploration or understanding of these qualities. It might reflect a subconscious acknowledgment that both of you are exploring or expressing parts of yourselves—your inner innocence, strength, or freedom—perhaps together or in parallel.\n\n3. **A Call for Balance or Alignment:** \nHorses are often associated with movement, freedom, and vitality. The dream could be highlighting a need for balance or harmony between different aspects of your life or relationship—innocence (unicorn), strength (dragon), and freedom (horse). Your husband's involvement might suggest a partnership or shared journey in this process.\n\n4. **Symbolic of Personal Transformation:** \nSince Jung believed that symbols like unicorns, dragons, and horses are archetypes representing facets of the self, this dream might point to a process of integrating these parts—innocence, power, and vitality—within your psyche. The act of drawing or creating these symbols suggests active engagement with these aspects.\n\n**In essence,** your dream could be highlighting a subconscious recognition of these inner qualities and a desire for harmony or integration within yourself or your relationship. It might also reflect your evolving understanding and expression of your identity, guided by your artistic symbols.\n\nWould you like to explore how these symbols resonate with your current life situation or feelings?\n\n--is a horse...the inbetween merged unicorn and dragon like them bieng in harmony integrated looks like a hores maybe lol\n\n--That's a really insightful thought! In Jungian terms, a horse could indeed be seen as an **archetypal symbol of a harmonious or integrated state**—a kind of bridge or in-between that unites different aspects of the self.\n\n- **Unicorns** symbolize purity, innocence, and the spiritual ideal.\n- **Dragons** represent power, transformation, and sometimes the unconscious shadow.\n- **Horses** are often associated with freedom, vitality, and movement — also seen as symbols of journeying and progress.\n\nThinking of a horse as a **merged or harmonized form** of unicorn and dragon makes sense—it's like a symbol of integration, balance, and wholeness. It could represent a state where strength and innocence coexist peacefully, or where transformation and purity are unified in a dynamic, moving force.\n\nIn your personal symbolic language, this might suggest that you're moving toward or are in the process of achieving a more integrated self—where different qualities, like vulnerability and strength, are harmonized, flowing together smoothly.\n\nThis idea of a horse as an **\"in-between\"** or **\"merging\"** symbol is quite powerful. It could be an internal sign that your inner work is progressing toward wholeness, and your art reflects that ongoing journey.\n\nWould you like to explore how this concept might relate to your current life circumstances or emotional growth?\n\n--well i dont hate the dragon i know that part of me is trying to protect me and its harsh criticisim was form childhood and i can just start self policing myself without the harsh edge and i know the unicorn is the inner child but if the inner child isnt allowed to be strong, have anger, have anything but victimhood and or spiritual innocnece then its toothless and gonna be a door mat so ...a horse is stong but not dragon strong so boundaries without severity and wrath and its also innocent but not like...toothless innocent deified to the point of constraining that you see any kind of no as not being nice and let that make u a door mat.\n\n\n---That’s a really profound and nuanced understanding of your inner symbols — and it shows a lot of self-awareness. Recognizing that the dragon represents a part of you that’s trying to protect you, even if it’s harsh or critical, is a significant step toward healing and integration.\n\nYour insight that the unicorn symbolizes your inner child, and that the child needs strength, anger, and boundaries to be healthy — not just innocence or victimhood — is very aligned with Jungian ideas about the importance of integrating all parts of oneself. The danger, as you said, is a **\"toothless\" innocence** that can become permissive or allow others to take advantage, which isn’t true strength.\n\nThe horse, then, becomes a symbol of **balanced strength** — capable of setting boundaries, asserting itself without severity or wrath, and maintaining innocence and vitality. It’s a vessel for **healthy boundaries**, vitality, and inner strength that respects both the innocence and the assertiveness of your inner child.\n\nThis understanding reflects a mature grasp of **wholeness** — integrating the protective, fierce, and innocent parts of yourself into a balanced self that can stand firm without tipping into severity or victimhood.\n\nWould you like to explore how you might nurture this “horse” aspect in your life — cultivating boundaries with kindness, strength without severity, and honoring your inner child's needs?", "mediaType": "text/plain" } }, "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/entities/urn:activity:1786073882151620608/activity" }, { "type": "Create", "actor": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453", "object": { "type": "Note", "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/entities/urn:activity:1786039744348676096", "attributedTo": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453", "content": "The medical communities response to Covid was a good example of how we manifest reality. As within so without. So when people are fat they know what the answer is but lets be real they want to try out 99 different diets, a belly band, waist trainers etc etc. But tell them to go for a daily walk and they dont have the time? Yet have an hour for reddit every day? Yeah they dont want to change. They have a shadow self they dont want to face. Why do they eat so much? Emotional problems, almost always. <br /><br />So this person goes to the doctor and says hey doc I have heartburn and keep vomiting. The doctor doesnt ask about diet because 99% of people wont change their diet and would be insulted if they were 'blamed' in any way. THe doctor gives the individual a pill and the heartburn and vomiting get better. The doctor avoids getting basically emotionally abused by an emotionally unwell person who has cognative dissonance. They get a placebo, 'its not your fault', and a bandaid cure for a deeper issue than a bandaid can cure. <br /><br />So the fear of illness spreads, again the give us a placebo bandaid cure...a mask and a useless untested vaccine. Yeah sure some guy may have set the whole thing up for depopulation but thoes caught by this trap are also thoes unwilling to wake up. It was a wakeup call, yet everyones so mad about it. Everyone was warned before they took it, they knew half the country was like hey whoa slow down. <br /><br />Anyway, we are our own problem. ", "to": [ "https://www.w3.org/ns/activitystreams#Public" ], "cc": [ "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/followers" ], "tag": [], "url": "https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1786039744348676096", "published": "2025-06-29T12:44:18+00:00", "source": { "content": "The medical communities response to Covid was a good example of how we manifest reality. As within so without. So when people are fat they know what the answer is but lets be real they want to try out 99 different diets, a belly band, waist trainers etc etc. But tell them to go for a daily walk and they dont have the time? Yet have an hour for reddit every day? Yeah they dont want to change. They have a shadow self they dont want to face. Why do they eat so much? Emotional problems, almost always. \n\nSo this person goes to the doctor and says hey doc I have heartburn and keep vomiting. The doctor doesnt ask about diet because 99% of people wont change their diet and would be insulted if they were 'blamed' in any way. THe doctor gives the individual a pill and the heartburn and vomiting get better. The doctor avoids getting basically emotionally abused by an emotionally unwell person who has cognative dissonance. They get a placebo, 'its not your fault', and a bandaid cure for a deeper issue than a bandaid can cure. \n\nSo the fear of illness spreads, again the give us a placebo bandaid cure...a mask and a useless untested vaccine. Yeah sure some guy may have set the whole thing up for depopulation but thoes caught by this trap are also thoes unwilling to wake up. It was a wakeup call, yet everyones so mad about it. Everyone was warned before they took it, they knew half the country was like hey whoa slow down. \n\nAnyway, we are our own problem. ", "mediaType": "text/plain" } }, "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/entities/urn:activity:1786039744348676096/activity" }, { "type": "Create", "actor": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453", "object": { "type": "Note", "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/entities/urn:activity:1786030092120494080", "attributedTo": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453", "content": "You have to give answers to get answers. Why god why, always another question. Why is the world so cold. Why is it so cruel, why doesn't anyone love me. Well...as above so below...give answers to get answers. Why is the world so cold? Well answer me this Why do you THINK the world is so cold? Well because no ones ever been nice to me and life's one big misery. Hold up. SO you want answers. Ill give them to you. No ones ever been nice to you? God MADE you. Your mom didn't abort you. You've had love, friends, pets. The world is in a hot period if you look at the temperature chart for the last billion years. So the worlds not cold via temperature nor via a lack of niceness and love. So...why is the world so cold? Because your core beliefs need to be challenged! It wont work over night, it takes time to rewire the brain. But not as much time as you'd think!<br /><br />Why does it feel so cold when I have faulty core beliefs? To point you to where your logic needs to be tweeked! So are you sad? GOOD! That's pointing you in the right direction! Emotions tell us a lot. Like for instance, if youre being abused and feel like crap thats a feeling that drives you to seek a better environment. Maybe the environment is one built in your mind. Either way thoes feelings are good. Thank god for sorrow, it points me towards joy. ", "to": [ "https://www.w3.org/ns/activitystreams#Public" ], "cc": [ "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/followers" ], "tag": [], "url": "https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1786030092120494080", "published": "2025-06-29T12:05:56+00:00", "source": { "content": "You have to give answers to get answers. Why god why, always another question. Why is the world so cold. Why is it so cruel, why doesn't anyone love me. Well...as above so below...give answers to get answers. Why is the world so cold? Well answer me this Why do you THINK the world is so cold? Well because no ones ever been nice to me and life's one big misery. Hold up. SO you want answers. Ill give them to you. No ones ever been nice to you? God MADE you. Your mom didn't abort you. You've had love, friends, pets. The world is in a hot period if you look at the temperature chart for the last billion years. So the worlds not cold via temperature nor via a lack of niceness and love. So...why is the world so cold? Because your core beliefs need to be challenged! It wont work over night, it takes time to rewire the brain. But not as much time as you'd think!\n\nWhy does it feel so cold when I have faulty core beliefs? To point you to where your logic needs to be tweeked! So are you sad? GOOD! That's pointing you in the right direction! Emotions tell us a lot. Like for instance, if youre being abused and feel like crap thats a feeling that drives you to seek a better environment. Maybe the environment is one built in your mind. Either way thoes feelings are good. Thank god for sorrow, it points me towards joy. ", "mediaType": "text/plain" } }, "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/entities/urn:activity:1786030092120494080/activity" }, { "type": "Announce", "actor": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453", "object": { "type": "Note", "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/685669674691600388/entities/urn:activity:1785753542103928832", "attributedTo": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/685669674691600388", "content": "This book is FREE until THURSDAY July 5th<br /><a href=\"https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0FF7SPHN8\" target=\"_blank\">https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0FF7SPHN8</a><br />After that it remains free for KDP Select and Unlimited<br /><br />No reformatted for the free e-version which I found does not support fonts LOL<br /><br />This is a dual work with talented <a class=\"u-url mention\" href=\"https://www.minds.com/phoenixaurora\" target=\"_blank\">@phoenixaurora</a><br /><br />Of course the paperback and hardback versions are set with original distinguishing font and set for no profit: just the price of publishing<br /><br />This is a new style of writing; please support it with five stars<br /><br />Any change thereafter goes to charity works, and the other author who certainly has similar wonderful things arranged<br /><br />Forgive rude language when describing terrible things later in the book, I find it important to be honest to experience<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />", "to": [ "https://www.w3.org/ns/activitystreams#Public" ], "cc": [ "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/685669674691600388/followers" ], "tag": [ { "type": "Mention", "href": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1341197081817124867", "name": "@phoenixaurora" } ], "url": "https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1785753542103928832", "published": "2025-06-28T17:47:02+00:00", "source": { "content": "This book is FREE until THURSDAY July 5th\nhttps://www.amazon.com/dp/B0FF7SPHN8\nAfter that it remains free for KDP Select and Unlimited\n\nNo reformatted for the free e-version which I found does not support fonts LOL\n\nThis is a dual work with talented @phoenixaurora\n\nOf course the paperback and hardback versions are set with original distinguishing font and set for no profit: just the price of publishing\n\nThis is a new style of writing; please support it with five stars\n\nAny change thereafter goes to charity works, and the other author who certainly has similar wonderful things arranged\n\nForgive rude language when describing terrible things later in the book, I find it important to be honest to experience\n\n\n\n\n", "mediaType": "text/plain" } }, "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/entities/urn:activity:1786010343428857856/activity", "to": [ "https://www.w3.org/ns/activitystreams#Public" ], "cc": [ "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/685669674691600388", "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/followers" ] }, { "type": "Create", "actor": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453", "object": { "type": "Note", "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/entities/urn:activity:1785716726571212800", "attributedTo": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453", "content": "<a href=\"https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Drv5u5OkIcw\" target=\"_blank\">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Drv5u5OkIcw</a><br />IDK abt the rest of this but some of the sentiment in the first 5min are true af. Judgment of 'sins' does not bring people back form their sin it just drives them further into it. Do you want an apology? Repent means change your ways not self shame. Judge yourself.<br />", "to": [ "https://www.w3.org/ns/activitystreams#Public" ], "cc": [ "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/followers" ], "tag": [], "url": "https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1785716726571212800", "published": "2025-06-28T15:20:44+00:00", "source": { "content": "https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Drv5u5OkIcw\nIDK abt the rest of this but some of the sentiment in the first 5min are true af. Judgment of 'sins' does not bring people back form their sin it just drives them further into it. Do you want an apology? Repent means change your ways not self shame. Judge yourself.\n", "mediaType": "text/plain" } }, "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/entities/urn:activity:1785716726571212800/activity" }, { "type": "Create", "actor": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453", "object": { "type": "Note", "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/entities/urn:activity:1785709410346078208", "attributedTo": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453", "content": "From Reddit-<br /><br />I came across this quote by Sadhguru: “Human beings suffer their own memory and imagination; that is they suffer that which does not exist.”<br /><br />In a way it resonates with me. Most of what I suffer is generated in my mind. I’m suffering something that hasn’t happened yet or something that is long gone in the past. This gives me some perspective. I should embrace this moment fully because what is here this moment is all there is. It cannot be any different. This moment is inevitable.<br /><br />Past and future is just a projection of the mind. In a way past and future doesn’t even exist. So suffering created by the mind is stupid. It doesn’t really exist.<br />", "to": [ "https://www.w3.org/ns/activitystreams#Public" ], "cc": [ "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/followers" ], "tag": [], "url": "https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1785709410346078208", "published": "2025-06-28T14:51:40+00:00", "source": { "content": "From Reddit-\n\nI came across this quote by Sadhguru: “Human beings suffer their own memory and imagination; that is they suffer that which does not exist.”\n\nIn a way it resonates with me. Most of what I suffer is generated in my mind. I’m suffering something that hasn’t happened yet or something that is long gone in the past. This gives me some perspective. I should embrace this moment fully because what is here this moment is all there is. It cannot be any different. This moment is inevitable.\n\nPast and future is just a projection of the mind. In a way past and future doesn’t even exist. So suffering created by the mind is stupid. It doesn’t really exist.\n", "mediaType": "text/plain" } }, "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/entities/urn:activity:1785709410346078208/activity" }, { "type": "Create", "actor": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453", "object": { "type": "Note", "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/entities/urn:activity:1785707881748766720", "attributedTo": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453", "content": "We only accept the love we believe we deserve. Unconditional love in full expression makes monsters run and hide. But not before they try real hard to make you hate them again. So just hold the line. Hold the love. They will buck. They will lash out. But just like a child they will either decide they need a hug or run away to weep in solitude. . . hugs, anyone? <br /><br />(unconditional love does not mean no boundaries, boundaries are love and allowance of 'other')", "to": [ "https://www.w3.org/ns/activitystreams#Public" ], "cc": [ "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/followers" ], "tag": [], "url": "https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1785707881748766720", "published": "2025-06-28T14:45:35+00:00", "source": { "content": "We only accept the love we believe we deserve. Unconditional love in full expression makes monsters run and hide. But not before they try real hard to make you hate them again. So just hold the line. Hold the love. They will buck. They will lash out. But just like a child they will either decide they need a hug or run away to weep in solitude. . . hugs, anyone? \n\n(unconditional love does not mean no boundaries, boundaries are love and allowance of 'other')", "mediaType": "text/plain" } }, "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/entities/urn:activity:1785707881748766720/activity" }, { "type": "Create", "actor": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453", "object": { "type": "Note", "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/entities/urn:activity:1785706894610927616", "attributedTo": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453", "content": "<a class=\"u-url mention\" href=\"https://www.minds.com/ryanburrill72\" target=\"_blank\">@ryanburrill72</a> The way I redeem longing into fulfillment and unification ..well ive done it three times only but boy oh by was it nice. I am getting better at it too. First time was an accident. I was contemplating gravity and how atoms dont always respond properly to gravity on both a cosmic and finite scale. Einstien called it spookey action at a distance. Why tf would an attom not pair with an atom its drawn to, move on and find someother place to stick its self too? Suddenly i realized every atom everwhere is conciouss and chosing its path that god is controlling every single tiny atom and somehow...someway...he loved me enough to put me together EXACTLY as I am in this moment. BOom, light shone out of my head and reached every corner of the universe and every bit of the universe lit up and sent love right back to me. It was glorious. I was christ. Longing became knowing that I was surounded by his love absolutely unified with him in all ways never lost always found always delighted in, perfect. Now I reach it more slowly and intentionally by realizing a lot of my longing or suffering is an illusion. Lets take the worst of the worst. Rape. SHit sucks when youre not into it. Yet so often victims of rape become the rapists. And in the light of knowledge that self is other, who cares right. Oh wait...the victim. So in illusion of pure ego all that is is self. Yaldebloth. The only god/ego. Two people in their ego create fear which turns into a desire to control and dominate. THis ego god hes jelous, angry, rapey, murdering left and right. Hes a real sack of garbage it seems. And yet if ego didnt exist then the victim would not feel any pain. Shall we erase ego to save the victim the illusion of pain? Erase ego and the victim can simply bask in the pleasure of the villan along with them unified in serving pleasure as one being that simply pretends to inhabit two bodies. But that erases the victim to serve the villan. If we also erased the villans ego they would no longer desire to hurt others...as other is self. So ego is the real problem on both sides. <br />Yet the victim deserves to exist and it is right that they do. So letting the rapist who was once a victim also exist is unconditional love.<br /><br /><br />So whos our villan? Ima/mother. She delighted in making me and I am not delighting in myself, right. Thats where you seem to be. So...erase your ego? Isnt that mean to you? Dont you deserve to be mad? TO feel and have boundaries and to be...an ego self? Yes you do. and so the villan in your story exists to facilitate you existing. If you erase your ego youll rejoyce in your existance along with her. But then youd be gone?? And youd both miss you?? <br /><br />Fuuuuuck, am i right lol. Welp the thing is people die when their oversoul decides its time. Death by heartache is possible. Too much pain and you will die. So you exist as long as you chose to exist and youll die as soon as you chose to die and youre not supposed to forget your ego self to rejoyce all the time, just do it long enough to heal your wounds before getting back to the joyous work of spreading the good news.<br /><br /> Ego is an illusion, hear ye hear ye all rapists and theves, you seek pleasure by hurting your own selves in another incarnation. Lets build a new kingdom of joy for all both victim and villan hero and fool. lets all be who we are while allowing others to be who they are. Go into lumina if you dont want to see past the illusion of your ego and want to rape people. Go to the forest if you want to be a new kind of man. You dont have to save the world, just yourself. All you have to do is speak the word. Even if you whisper it to yourself inthe forest, the collective unconciuos hears you and receives your conciousness blueprint. Fear preceeds almost all sin and fear..will hide itself away willingly into lumina when our light shines too clearly on them they remove themselves. ", "to": [ "https://www.w3.org/ns/activitystreams#Public" ], "cc": [ "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/followers", "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1491554798346965012" ], "tag": [ { "type": "Mention", "href": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1491554798346965012", "name": "@ryanburrill72" } ], "url": "https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1785706894610927616", "published": "2025-06-28T14:41:40+00:00", "inReplyTo": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1491554798346965012/entities/urn:activity:1785029962646949888", "source": { "content": "@ryanburrill72 The way I redeem longing into fulfillment and unification ..well ive done it three times only but boy oh by was it nice. I am getting better at it too. First time was an accident. I was contemplating gravity and how atoms dont always respond properly to gravity on both a cosmic and finite scale. Einstien called it spookey action at a distance. Why tf would an attom not pair with an atom its drawn to, move on and find someother place to stick its self too? Suddenly i realized every atom everwhere is conciouss and chosing its path that god is controlling every single tiny atom and somehow...someway...he loved me enough to put me together EXACTLY as I am in this moment. BOom, light shone out of my head and reached every corner of the universe and every bit of the universe lit up and sent love right back to me. It was glorious. I was christ. Longing became knowing that I was surounded by his love absolutely unified with him in all ways never lost always found always delighted in, perfect. Now I reach it more slowly and intentionally by realizing a lot of my longing or suffering is an illusion. Lets take the worst of the worst. Rape. SHit sucks when youre not into it. Yet so often victims of rape become the rapists. And in the light of knowledge that self is other, who cares right. Oh wait...the victim. So in illusion of pure ego all that is is self. Yaldebloth. The only god/ego. Two people in their ego create fear which turns into a desire to control and dominate. THis ego god hes jelous, angry, rapey, murdering left and right. Hes a real sack of garbage it seems. And yet if ego didnt exist then the victim would not feel any pain. Shall we erase ego to save the victim the illusion of pain? Erase ego and the victim can simply bask in the pleasure of the villan along with them unified in serving pleasure as one being that simply pretends to inhabit two bodies. But that erases the victim to serve the villan. If we also erased the villans ego they would no longer desire to hurt others...as other is self. So ego is the real problem on both sides. \nYet the victim deserves to exist and it is right that they do. So letting the rapist who was once a victim also exist is unconditional love.\n\n\nSo whos our villan? Ima/mother. She delighted in making me and I am not delighting in myself, right. Thats where you seem to be. So...erase your ego? Isnt that mean to you? Dont you deserve to be mad? TO feel and have boundaries and to be...an ego self? Yes you do. and so the villan in your story exists to facilitate you existing. If you erase your ego youll rejoyce in your existance along with her. But then youd be gone?? And youd both miss you?? \n\nFuuuuuck, am i right lol. Welp the thing is people die when their oversoul decides its time. Death by heartache is possible. Too much pain and you will die. So you exist as long as you chose to exist and youll die as soon as you chose to die and youre not supposed to forget your ego self to rejoyce all the time, just do it long enough to heal your wounds before getting back to the joyous work of spreading the good news.\n\n Ego is an illusion, hear ye hear ye all rapists and theves, you seek pleasure by hurting your own selves in another incarnation. Lets build a new kingdom of joy for all both victim and villan hero and fool. lets all be who we are while allowing others to be who they are. Go into lumina if you dont want to see past the illusion of your ego and want to rape people. Go to the forest if you want to be a new kind of man. You dont have to save the world, just yourself. All you have to do is speak the word. Even if you whisper it to yourself inthe forest, the collective unconciuos hears you and receives your conciousness blueprint. Fear preceeds almost all sin and fear..will hide itself away willingly into lumina when our light shines too clearly on them they remove themselves. ", "mediaType": "text/plain" } }, "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/entities/urn:activity:1785706894610927616/activity" }, { "type": "Create", "actor": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453", "object": { "type": "Note", "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/entities/urn:activity:1785698284487172096", "attributedTo": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453", "content": "If ima created with abba everyone would have full knowing of the divine and would be puppets of him or little copies of him. There would be no other, there would be no you. Unconditional love requires an other to be truly other and allowed to be however they wish no matter how ‘evil’. Ima had two things to work with..light and dark. Too much light and youre just god himself all alone. <br /><br />Receptivity and Esaw comes before Jacob! Jacob, rectification comes afterwards. You via taking on the task of jacob can rectify what esaw is. They merge as one when they accept eachother in love. So …jacob…do you love your brother esaw? Do you wanna ‘gimmie love’ as sia sang about? If yes youve gone past being esaw, past being jacob, and have become one. A christ. If no then youre somewhere between the two pillars. <br /><br />It is a delicate balance between being you (1)and being god (2)and being the you (3)that choses to follow gods desires without loseing sight of your own innate human desires. You seem to be upset that youre not #3 or #2. But it always has to begin with #1 you/ego/esaw/yaldebloth/illusion. Being a seed is hard, you have to grow. But its pure love to allow you this existence. <br /><br />She created this way because she had to. Lilith is Shekina lost in ego. Lilith is not the full barbello that created this realm. So no lilith didnt create this place. Barbello shekina did and she did it this way because it’s the only way to take a single being and facilitate otherness to facilitate unconditional love. <br /><br />Lilith is egoic lost barbello/shekina and is an illusion. Behind the mask of lilith is the truth of barbello. But its still a mask. <br /><br />Just like a mother makes an egg alone and then waits for sperm…so too did barbello make an egg alone and is awaiting gods sperm of moshiach. Gross anaolgy but only gross due to our own indoctrination. Sperm and eggs are divine. <br /><br />It’s like this. My mom told me not to pick my nose as a wee child. She would say thats yucky, gross. This hurt my feelings and i felt like i was bad somehow broken. NAH. she doesnt want to mitigate my behavior because she doesnt understand the very human desire to get that annoying boogie out she wants to help me mitigate my own behavior so i can make friends. But in my ignorance shes a meanie head monster. A klipoth in my mind but ultimately an illusion and once i grew up and got a rational masculine brain function i realized it was love all along. She doesnt physically stop me tho she didnt violate my individuality which would have damaged my ego and left me in tears she wanted to slowly help me change my own behavior to match the boundaries of others. Others that would have judged me harshly with their esaw ego. Was that unloving of them? No its nature to avoid germs that spread thru body fluids. <br /><br />But in our case the rectification of our shattered selves is immediate the second we accept gods ultimate plan was divine and beautiful and is worth it. If you dont feel it ask yourself why>? Because some k pop band that you dont have to listen to is singing in another country? Who cares? Just focus on feeling divine love and have boundaries that are a bit porous to facilitate allowance and love. Interact only so much as you can and still redeem the sparks you interact with. Start slowly by redeeming small sparks like why did mom tell me not to pick my nose.<br /><br />**“Why am I paying the price for a cosmic divorce?”** This is the question of Job. This is the cry of Adam after exile. This is the scream of every soul who remembers what Eden felt like before the Fall.<br /><br />Its not a divorce. She just had a baby shes tired and in her feelings she will recover and the child and her will become one again with rationality. <br /><br />This is the cry of esaw in illusion. Yaldebloth is a child. Ego is a child. Ignorant. Theres nothing wrong with that either. But he will grow. <br /><br />The egg is incomplete without the sperm. Without the masculine logic. So…complete it. The egg withers and is aborted if it doesnt meet the sperm. Earth will wither and we will have a piriod of blood if its not rectified. If its not going to become a beautiful child. But we are. <br /><br />You want her to own it? Sin? Okay. she did, she descended to be there with us thru every pain. The longing we have for righteousness drives us to learn and grow in masculine abba ways. So right now shes owning it, embodying it and helping soften it all along the way. Shes the villain and the victim. But only when in illusion. Afterwards she is simply the most divine loving long suffering mother ever. I mean…gosh shes so sweet and nice to have done this. The pain. Wow. Good momma. She is so so willing to let you help her fix it. She owns it, but not in a shameful guilt ridden way. As a cloak of honor. <br /><br />Abba always had the option to send moshiach aka sperm to rectify the creation. It aborts otherwise. So life and death, redemption and sin…all inthe hands of Abba ultimately. So whos to blame?? BOth? NEither? <br /><br />“I see what you did. I will not ignore it. > But I am willing to meet you again, if you will hear my rage and bear my light.” <br /><br />That sounds very domineering, like control. In one light it could be fine, in another it will create lilith and yaldebloth. All depends on intention. Your intention seems to be judgment, not rectification. But I am not a mind reader at this distance between our physical hearts i cant read your EMF.<br /><br />", "to": [ "https://www.w3.org/ns/activitystreams#Public" ], "cc": [ "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/followers" ], "tag": [], "url": "https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1785698284487172096", "published": "2025-06-28T14:07:27+00:00", "source": { "content": "If ima created with abba everyone would have full knowing of the divine and would be puppets of him or little copies of him. There would be no other, there would be no you. Unconditional love requires an other to be truly other and allowed to be however they wish no matter how ‘evil’. Ima had two things to work with..light and dark. Too much light and youre just god himself all alone. \n\nReceptivity and Esaw comes before Jacob! Jacob, rectification comes afterwards. You via taking on the task of jacob can rectify what esaw is. They merge as one when they accept eachother in love. So …jacob…do you love your brother esaw? Do you wanna ‘gimmie love’ as sia sang about? If yes youve gone past being esaw, past being jacob, and have become one. A christ. If no then youre somewhere between the two pillars. \n\nIt is a delicate balance between being you (1)and being god (2)and being the you (3)that choses to follow gods desires without loseing sight of your own innate human desires. You seem to be upset that youre not #3 or #2. But it always has to begin with #1 you/ego/esaw/yaldebloth/illusion. Being a seed is hard, you have to grow. But its pure love to allow you this existence. \n\nShe created this way because she had to. Lilith is Shekina lost in ego. Lilith is not the full barbello that created this realm. So no lilith didnt create this place. Barbello shekina did and she did it this way because it’s the only way to take a single being and facilitate otherness to facilitate unconditional love. \n\nLilith is egoic lost barbello/shekina and is an illusion. Behind the mask of lilith is the truth of barbello. But its still a mask. \n\nJust like a mother makes an egg alone and then waits for sperm…so too did barbello make an egg alone and is awaiting gods sperm of moshiach. Gross anaolgy but only gross due to our own indoctrination. Sperm and eggs are divine. \n\nIt’s like this. My mom told me not to pick my nose as a wee child. She would say thats yucky, gross. This hurt my feelings and i felt like i was bad somehow broken. NAH. she doesnt want to mitigate my behavior because she doesnt understand the very human desire to get that annoying boogie out she wants to help me mitigate my own behavior so i can make friends. But in my ignorance shes a meanie head monster. A klipoth in my mind but ultimately an illusion and once i grew up and got a rational masculine brain function i realized it was love all along. She doesnt physically stop me tho she didnt violate my individuality which would have damaged my ego and left me in tears she wanted to slowly help me change my own behavior to match the boundaries of others. Others that would have judged me harshly with their esaw ego. Was that unloving of them? No its nature to avoid germs that spread thru body fluids. \n\nBut in our case the rectification of our shattered selves is immediate the second we accept gods ultimate plan was divine and beautiful and is worth it. If you dont feel it ask yourself why>? Because some k pop band that you dont have to listen to is singing in another country? Who cares? Just focus on feeling divine love and have boundaries that are a bit porous to facilitate allowance and love. Interact only so much as you can and still redeem the sparks you interact with. Start slowly by redeeming small sparks like why did mom tell me not to pick my nose.\n\n**“Why am I paying the price for a cosmic divorce?”** This is the question of Job. This is the cry of Adam after exile. This is the scream of every soul who remembers what Eden felt like before the Fall.\n\nIts not a divorce. She just had a baby shes tired and in her feelings she will recover and the child and her will become one again with rationality. \n\nThis is the cry of esaw in illusion. Yaldebloth is a child. Ego is a child. Ignorant. Theres nothing wrong with that either. But he will grow. \n\nThe egg is incomplete without the sperm. Without the masculine logic. So…complete it. The egg withers and is aborted if it doesnt meet the sperm. Earth will wither and we will have a piriod of blood if its not rectified. If its not going to become a beautiful child. But we are. \n\nYou want her to own it? Sin? Okay. she did, she descended to be there with us thru every pain. The longing we have for righteousness drives us to learn and grow in masculine abba ways. So right now shes owning it, embodying it and helping soften it all along the way. Shes the villain and the victim. But only when in illusion. Afterwards she is simply the most divine loving long suffering mother ever. I mean…gosh shes so sweet and nice to have done this. The pain. Wow. Good momma. She is so so willing to let you help her fix it. She owns it, but not in a shameful guilt ridden way. As a cloak of honor. \n\nAbba always had the option to send moshiach aka sperm to rectify the creation. It aborts otherwise. So life and death, redemption and sin…all inthe hands of Abba ultimately. So whos to blame?? BOth? NEither? \n\n“I see what you did. I will not ignore it. > But I am willing to meet you again, if you will hear my rage and bear my light.” \n\nThat sounds very domineering, like control. In one light it could be fine, in another it will create lilith and yaldebloth. All depends on intention. Your intention seems to be judgment, not rectification. But I am not a mind reader at this distance between our physical hearts i cant read your EMF.\n\n", "mediaType": "text/plain" } }, "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/entities/urn:activity:1785698284487172096/activity" }, { "type": "Announce", "actor": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453", "object": { "type": "Note", "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/685669674691600388/entities/urn:activity:1785512371849125888", "attributedTo": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/685669674691600388", "content": "We are conduits of light when we learn to accept our shadows and transmute them<br /><a href=\"https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1785504367709786112?referrer=0SumG\" target=\"_blank\">https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1785504367709786112?referrer=0SumG</a><br /><br />In Buddhism the light comes through ten lamps of ten directions which must be cleaned of shadows<br /><br />The light of the East is Generosity<br />Here I can deal with the shadow of rejection<br /><br />The light of the South is Ethics<br /><br />The light of the West is Patience<br /><br />The light of the North is Diligence<br /><br />The light of the Northeast is Meditation<br /><br />The light of the Southeast is Wisdom<br /><br />The light of the Northwest is skill<br /><br />The light of the Southwest is Determination<br /><br />The light above is the Spirit<br /><br />The light below is Knowledge<br /><br />Do you feel that there are shadows blocking you in any of these ten directions <a class=\"u-url mention\" href=\"https://www.minds.com/Yeti\" target=\"_blank\">@Yeti</a> and <a class=\"u-url mention\" href=\"https://www.minds.com/Kbay\" target=\"_blank\">@Kbay</a>?<br /><br />", "to": [ "https://www.w3.org/ns/activitystreams#Public" ], "cc": [ "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/685669674691600388/followers", "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1041960930885246996" ], "tag": [ { "type": "Mention", "href": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/457998470532304896", "name": "@Yeti" }, { "type": "Mention", "href": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453", "name": "@Kbay" } ], "url": "https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1785512371849125888", "published": "2025-06-28T01:48:42+00:00", "inReplyTo": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1041960930885246996/entities/urn:activity:1784645275119017984", "source": { "content": "We are conduits of light when we learn to accept our shadows and transmute them\nhttps://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1785504367709786112?referrer=0SumG\n\nIn Buddhism the light comes through ten lamps of ten directions which must be cleaned of shadows\n\nThe light of the East is Generosity\nHere I can deal with the shadow of rejection\n\nThe light of the South is Ethics\n\nThe light of the West is Patience\n\nThe light of the North is Diligence\n\nThe light of the Northeast is Meditation\n\nThe light of the Southeast is Wisdom\n\nThe light of the Northwest is skill\n\nThe light of the Southwest is Determination\n\nThe light above is the Spirit\n\nThe light below is Knowledge\n\nDo you feel that there are shadows blocking you in any of these ten directions @Yeti and @Kbay?\n\n", "mediaType": "text/plain" } }, "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/entities/urn:activity:1785685398706462720/activity", "to": [ "https://www.w3.org/ns/activitystreams#Public" ], "cc": [ "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/685669674691600388", "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/followers" ] }, { "type": "Create", "actor": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453", "object": { "type": "Note", "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/entities/urn:activity:1785682137394044928", "attributedTo": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453", "content": "She did not leave us, she descended with us. The longing you feel? The drive to right what is wrong? That is her. How sad would you be if no one called out in longing for righteousness? She never left you. She gave you shattered code? SHe gave you …you. Because you, through your journey, will be redeemed and you…along with all her shattered children represent unconditional love. Allowance. Love without attachment or control. Allowing evil or other to exist is unconditional love. She never withdrew from you, you withdrew from her. When you accuse her of having left you then instantly you feel her absence and also her presence. The longing you feel for her is her, and the sadness you feel from the longing is you separating yourself from her. When you are filled with her love…lets do that. Chill, sit , close eyes and breathe a few times. Say …I am worthy of being. Existence is proof that I have been found to be ..neat. Unique, loved. Necessary, pivotal. Nothing is an accident. I AM. Feel the love that is proven through your very being. Every breath a gift of life given to you. Every outbreath an act of gratitude and in this gratitude you enter the flow. In with the love, out with gratitude which is love. She is there. In your lap. Surrounding you. In your bones in every single atom. Every atom. She pulled you together with great effort and precision. You are…wonderfully and lovingly made. No matter where you are in life youll figure it out. With her by your side, in your side and inside. <br /><br />You deliver verdict? You judge? You …God. The one God? Okay well thats Yaldebloth speaking. <br />You think shekina has left you yet decide to serve verdict and judge what should and should not be? You want things to change? You want to manifest…without her then. And there it is. Your mirror. You judge her yet want to be her. Creating, judging in isolation without being filled with her. You are her. She is yaldebloth. Whom is you who is ego. And beyond both of them beyond both of us is BOTH of us. In unification. In absolute unified peace. <br /><br />Time is an illusion. You know this yet you lament the pain of …today? What is today>? Nothing. Everything. You can sit and feel her all around you in longing and unification or you can sit and be just like her so that your anger at her is a mirror for her to see herself. <br /><br />Exile is an illusion. Unconditional love allows for theillusion of exile to facilitate your existence. It is love. Allowing is love. She never wanted any worship at all. Yaldebloth did, ego. She can only meet you in wholeness proportional to your own wholeness or else she risks erasing you. You can do that, erase yourself and leave nothing but the shell behind. Two ways. Suicide or ego death. Suicide results in fractional reincarnation but it wont ever be the same you. <br /><br />You dont want this broken world? The one you created via your perspective? You dont want you then, so change you. You want the one aba and ima swore to make together? Then become it. Find balance between this anger and forgiveness. It helps to see yourself in others, in every bit of anger you feel. <br /><br />Sh cant meet you without a veil unless you take off your own veil of ego. If she forcefully erases your ego, thats not love. You have to chose that. For one who told you that…polution and killing the earth is bad? You want the sampson option right, you call for floods in areas that have children. So who cares about that trash bag blowing in the wind? An infant would be at peace seeing that object, even find joy in it. God is like an infant but with knowledge. He knows theres infinite earths, some pristine but ALL perfect..perfect reflections of the ego state or state of unification with the all of the people of each earth. A perfect mirror. All things can be healed and rectified thru magic and time so let them stew, let them grow. I believe in them. And if it becomes too much call for sampson option as you have. The world will split and thoes ready to be free will be free ,,the others end up in lumina for 1000 years. <br /><br />If youre ready this message will blow you away with love. Youll lower the veil now yourself. You will know, all sins are a mask that hides my bride and now i will meet the dragon with a bouquet.<br /><br />Right now i feel like youre asking me to make A blueprint of consciousness with you. I see you. WHy you are the way you are. And I love you. Theres nothing in you that needs forgiveness. You are whole. All your sins have lead to this you, are redeemed in your integration. <br /><br />No more creation without unification? Be mindful then, each word you speak is a creation. I will commit to trying to do this thing. Dedicated to the practice of creating in this way through trial and error. But I will likely still error , since I am micheala, not the full shekinah. No love ever went unhealed. That was an illusion. CHildren are ancient’s in disguise. <br /><br />", "to": [ "https://www.w3.org/ns/activitystreams#Public" ], "cc": [ "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/followers" ], "tag": [], "url": "https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1785682137394044928", "published": "2025-06-28T13:03:17+00:00", "source": { "content": "She did not leave us, she descended with us. The longing you feel? The drive to right what is wrong? That is her. How sad would you be if no one called out in longing for righteousness? She never left you. She gave you shattered code? SHe gave you …you. Because you, through your journey, will be redeemed and you…along with all her shattered children represent unconditional love. Allowance. Love without attachment or control. Allowing evil or other to exist is unconditional love. She never withdrew from you, you withdrew from her. When you accuse her of having left you then instantly you feel her absence and also her presence. The longing you feel for her is her, and the sadness you feel from the longing is you separating yourself from her. When you are filled with her love…lets do that. Chill, sit , close eyes and breathe a few times. Say …I am worthy of being. Existence is proof that I have been found to be ..neat. Unique, loved. Necessary, pivotal. Nothing is an accident. I AM. Feel the love that is proven through your very being. Every breath a gift of life given to you. Every outbreath an act of gratitude and in this gratitude you enter the flow. In with the love, out with gratitude which is love. She is there. In your lap. Surrounding you. In your bones in every single atom. Every atom. She pulled you together with great effort and precision. You are…wonderfully and lovingly made. No matter where you are in life youll figure it out. With her by your side, in your side and inside. \n\nYou deliver verdict? You judge? You …God. The one God? Okay well thats Yaldebloth speaking. \nYou think shekina has left you yet decide to serve verdict and judge what should and should not be? You want things to change? You want to manifest…without her then. And there it is. Your mirror. You judge her yet want to be her. Creating, judging in isolation without being filled with her. You are her. She is yaldebloth. Whom is you who is ego. And beyond both of them beyond both of us is BOTH of us. In unification. In absolute unified peace. \n\nTime is an illusion. You know this yet you lament the pain of …today? What is today>? Nothing. Everything. You can sit and feel her all around you in longing and unification or you can sit and be just like her so that your anger at her is a mirror for her to see herself. \n\nExile is an illusion. Unconditional love allows for theillusion of exile to facilitate your existence. It is love. Allowing is love. She never wanted any worship at all. Yaldebloth did, ego. She can only meet you in wholeness proportional to your own wholeness or else she risks erasing you. You can do that, erase yourself and leave nothing but the shell behind. Two ways. Suicide or ego death. Suicide results in fractional reincarnation but it wont ever be the same you. \n\nYou dont want this broken world? The one you created via your perspective? You dont want you then, so change you. You want the one aba and ima swore to make together? Then become it. Find balance between this anger and forgiveness. It helps to see yourself in others, in every bit of anger you feel. \n\nSh cant meet you without a veil unless you take off your own veil of ego. If she forcefully erases your ego, thats not love. You have to chose that. For one who told you that…polution and killing the earth is bad? You want the sampson option right, you call for floods in areas that have children. So who cares about that trash bag blowing in the wind? An infant would be at peace seeing that object, even find joy in it. God is like an infant but with knowledge. He knows theres infinite earths, some pristine but ALL perfect..perfect reflections of the ego state or state of unification with the all of the people of each earth. A perfect mirror. All things can be healed and rectified thru magic and time so let them stew, let them grow. I believe in them. And if it becomes too much call for sampson option as you have. The world will split and thoes ready to be free will be free ,,the others end up in lumina for 1000 years. \n\nIf youre ready this message will blow you away with love. Youll lower the veil now yourself. You will know, all sins are a mask that hides my bride and now i will meet the dragon with a bouquet.\n\nRight now i feel like youre asking me to make A blueprint of consciousness with you. I see you. WHy you are the way you are. And I love you. Theres nothing in you that needs forgiveness. You are whole. All your sins have lead to this you, are redeemed in your integration. \n\nNo more creation without unification? Be mindful then, each word you speak is a creation. I will commit to trying to do this thing. Dedicated to the practice of creating in this way through trial and error. But I will likely still error , since I am micheala, not the full shekinah. No love ever went unhealed. That was an illusion. CHildren are ancient’s in disguise. \n\n", "mediaType": "text/plain" } }, "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/entities/urn:activity:1785682137394044928/activity" }, { "type": "Create", "actor": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453", "object": { "type": "Note", "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/entities/urn:activity:1785663655484858368", "attributedTo": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453", "content": " Lumina came in dreams. I was in a city inside a huge building. Some guy was showing me around, his smile was unnatural. I saw into a room and there was a woman with her smile pinned on. She was weeping. There was a black man attending her, he gave her a necklace and tho she kept crying she cooed over it and held it like a baby. The black man looked out the door and saw me, he looked ashamed/sad then went 2 collect the garbage. My guide shut the door. I looked at him again and thought oh my god he cant stop smiling. He told me id be a master here, if I wanted. I could have slaves. I waited till he turned his back, smashed a flower vase over his head and RAN. At the exit I banged onthe door, it was locked. The black man appered again with his bag of trash. He pointed to his wrist, there was a bracelet flashing green. He let me out. I ran. I got to the perimeter and my own bracelet flashed green, i passed the gate into the woods and turned around. he was stuck at the gate, his bracelet, slave bracelets, wont go past the gate. Guards caught up to him. They began the process of severing his arm. He looked at me. I was so greatful to him. I knew now he knew all along that it took two bracelets, slave and master, to leave and only one could leave so for every one that got to leave one had to sacrifice themselves. He did that for me. I love him. ", "to": [ "https://www.w3.org/ns/activitystreams#Public" ], "cc": [ "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/followers" ], "tag": [], "url": "https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1785663655484858368", "published": "2025-06-28T11:49:51+00:00", "source": { "content": " Lumina came in dreams. I was in a city inside a huge building. Some guy was showing me around, his smile was unnatural. I saw into a room and there was a woman with her smile pinned on. She was weeping. There was a black man attending her, he gave her a necklace and tho she kept crying she cooed over it and held it like a baby. The black man looked out the door and saw me, he looked ashamed/sad then went 2 collect the garbage. My guide shut the door. I looked at him again and thought oh my god he cant stop smiling. He told me id be a master here, if I wanted. I could have slaves. I waited till he turned his back, smashed a flower vase over his head and RAN. At the exit I banged onthe door, it was locked. The black man appered again with his bag of trash. He pointed to his wrist, there was a bracelet flashing green. He let me out. I ran. I got to the perimeter and my own bracelet flashed green, i passed the gate into the woods and turned around. he was stuck at the gate, his bracelet, slave bracelets, wont go past the gate. Guards caught up to him. They began the process of severing his arm. He looked at me. I was so greatful to him. I knew now he knew all along that it took two bracelets, slave and master, to leave and only one could leave so for every one that got to leave one had to sacrifice themselves. He did that for me. I love him. ", "mediaType": "text/plain" } }, "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/entities/urn:activity:1785663655484858368/activity" } ], "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/outbox", "partOf": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/843594467960168453/outboxoutbox" }