ActivityPub Viewer

A small tool to view real-world ActivityPub objects as JSON! Enter a URL or username from Mastodon or a similar service below, and we'll send a request with the right Accept header to the server to view the underlying object.

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{ "@context": "https://www.w3.org/ns/activitystreams", "type": "OrderedCollectionPage", "orderedItems": [ { "type": "Create", "actor": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130", "object": { "type": "Note", "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/entities/urn:activity:1391558875039141894", "attributedTo": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130", "content": "I Am Black, But I Am Beautiful.... The Song Of Songs has been repeating in my thoughts this week. The blackness spoken of is invisible light, darkness, possibly dark matter. TIAMET the substance of the universe. She the Mother of Creation torn apart to be used as the foundational substance of everything and nothing. Her sacred heart hidden away to forever power life. <br />I lay in my tent listening to the birds and sirens, the planes and licking sounds of my flea bothered cats. My tent is evolving into a secret holy space. Outside it looks like your average tent. Inside resembles a Romani wagon, complete with lofted bed, wood tables, oriental & persian hand loomed rugs, tapestries, crystal cups, feathers, and large wooden storage boxes. My toilet and cat litter rarely influencing the air My sewing machine ready to create. <br />Soon more wood tables are to replace the large cat carriers I’m using as storage boxes. Maybe I’ll add a few more fringe scarves and hanging bundles of flowers. Sage, mugwort, and incense fill the air. My magick can be felt by all who pass by. I think this is how life should be lived, in a space that resembles ones mind. The mind of a lover, the mind of Beauty. 🌹🥰💋", "to": [ "https://www.w3.org/ns/activitystreams#Public" ], "cc": [ "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/followers" ], "tag": [], "url": "https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1391558875039141894", "published": "2022-07-06T23:18:09+00:00", "source": { "content": "I Am Black, But I Am Beautiful.... The Song Of Songs has been repeating in my thoughts this week. The blackness spoken of is invisible light, darkness, possibly dark matter. TIAMET the substance of the universe. She the Mother of Creation torn apart to be used as the foundational substance of everything and nothing. Her sacred heart hidden away to forever power life. \nI lay in my tent listening to the birds and sirens, the planes and licking sounds of my flea bothered cats. My tent is evolving into a secret holy space. Outside it looks like your average tent. Inside resembles a Romani wagon, complete with lofted bed, wood tables, oriental & persian hand loomed rugs, tapestries, crystal cups, feathers, and large wooden storage boxes. My toilet and cat litter rarely influencing the air My sewing machine ready to create. \nSoon more wood tables are to replace the large cat carriers I’m using as storage boxes. Maybe I’ll add a few more fringe scarves and hanging bundles of flowers. Sage, mugwort, and incense fill the air. My magick can be felt by all who pass by. I think this is how life should be lived, in a space that resembles ones mind. The mind of a lover, the mind of Beauty. 🌹🥰💋", "mediaType": "text/plain" } }, "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/entities/urn:activity:1391558875039141894/activity" }, { "type": "Create", "actor": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130", "object": { "type": "Note", "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/entities/urn:activity:1353147272153534481", "attributedTo": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130", "content": "<a href=\"https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1353147272153534481\" target=\"_blank\">https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1353147272153534481</a>", "to": [ "https://www.w3.org/ns/activitystreams#Public" ], "cc": [ "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/followers" ], "tag": [], "url": "https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1353147272153534481", "published": "2022-03-22T23:24:09+00:00", "source": { "content": "https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1353147272153534481", "mediaType": "text/plain" } }, "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/entities/urn:activity:1353147272153534481/activity" }, { "type": "Create", "actor": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130", "object": { "type": "Note", "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/entities/urn:activity:1353146755394310150", "attributedTo": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130", "content": "<a href=\"https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1353146755394310150\" target=\"_blank\">https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1353146755394310150</a>", "to": [ "https://www.w3.org/ns/activitystreams#Public" ], "cc": [ "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/followers" ], "tag": [], "url": "https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1353146755394310150", "published": "2022-03-22T23:22:06+00:00", "source": { "content": "https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1353146755394310150", "mediaType": "text/plain" } }, "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/entities/urn:activity:1353146755394310150/activity" }, { "type": "Create", "actor": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130", "object": { "type": "Note", "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/entities/urn:activity:1353146703955365899", "attributedTo": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130", "content": "<a href=\"https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1353146703955365899\" target=\"_blank\">https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1353146703955365899</a>", "to": [ "https://www.w3.org/ns/activitystreams#Public" ], "cc": [ "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/followers" ], "tag": [], "url": "https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1353146703955365899", "published": "2022-03-22T23:21:53+00:00", "source": { "content": "https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1353146703955365899", "mediaType": "text/plain" } }, "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/entities/urn:activity:1353146703955365899/activity" }, { "type": "Create", "actor": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130", "object": { "type": "Note", "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/entities/urn:activity:1353146477752356882", "attributedTo": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130", "content": "I spent two months at the camp for the homeless and addicted. From the false security of my tent I listened and learned. I fed those in need and learned how to cook amazing meals in my infrared toaster. My cats for the most part enjoyed themselves. My travel companion suffers from ptsd and fawning issues so he couldn’t resist getting into everyone’s business, which was annoying but I have learned to ignore it. By the end of the first month I was looking for my next camp. By the middle of the second month I had arranged to head south deep into blue beach territory. I thought I could escape the daily drama and for the most part I did. This place, staying with a sweet past roommate comes with it’s own minor challenges. But nothing like the last place. It seems my educational vacation is well underway. <br />The days here are beautiful. Full sun and birds everywhere. With my cats safely inside I’ve been able to get out more often but my disabilities limit that time. Im slowly strengthening my body two hours at a time. The people here are just as I remember them, kind, diverse cultured, joyful, and laid back. It’s tempting to try to stay here but the cost to live in beach towns is too much for me alone. We have until May first or a few days before to relax for free living in a shared house and private bedroom. From there I think we are headed to Texas. There is a homeless community there I’d like to study. If things work out maybe I’ll stay awhile to lend my brain seeing how my hands aren’t as strong as my knowledge base. <br />Wisdom of the day- maintain boundaries to maintain your sanity. This means not cleaning up after others because they are lazy. Cook for yourself and clean up after yourself. As long as you are taking care of your own responsibilities there isn’t room for anyone to complain. Overextending yourself brings stress and resentment. You do you. All else isn’t your responsibility. Even if someone does one of your responsibilities out of kindness, this doesn’t mean you do one of theirs. This is how people manipulate you into doing chores they don’t like doing. They take on one of your easy tasks then leave their unwanted task undone hoping you do it. Let the dishes pile up Wash your own. Let the mess build up around them. The minute you do that task these types think they have made a deal into a chore trade forever. Stop this in its tracks. Even if it bothers you ignore it. Annoyance can be cured by humor. Resentment you carry like a bag of bricks until you get worn down. Save your energy and attention for yourself. The goal is self responsibility, learning, and growth. Let other people live in their own shit. Be happy you are serving yourself. The only person you gotta keep happy is you. ", "to": [ "https://www.w3.org/ns/activitystreams#Public" ], "cc": [ "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/followers" ], "tag": [], "url": "https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1353146477752356882", "published": "2022-03-22T23:20:59+00:00", "source": { "content": "I spent two months at the camp for the homeless and addicted. From the false security of my tent I listened and learned. I fed those in need and learned how to cook amazing meals in my infrared toaster. My cats for the most part enjoyed themselves. My travel companion suffers from ptsd and fawning issues so he couldn’t resist getting into everyone’s business, which was annoying but I have learned to ignore it. By the end of the first month I was looking for my next camp. By the middle of the second month I had arranged to head south deep into blue beach territory. I thought I could escape the daily drama and for the most part I did. This place, staying with a sweet past roommate comes with it’s own minor challenges. But nothing like the last place. It seems my educational vacation is well underway. \nThe days here are beautiful. Full sun and birds everywhere. With my cats safely inside I’ve been able to get out more often but my disabilities limit that time. Im slowly strengthening my body two hours at a time. The people here are just as I remember them, kind, diverse cultured, joyful, and laid back. It’s tempting to try to stay here but the cost to live in beach towns is too much for me alone. We have until May first or a few days before to relax for free living in a shared house and private bedroom. From there I think we are headed to Texas. There is a homeless community there I’d like to study. If things work out maybe I’ll stay awhile to lend my brain seeing how my hands aren’t as strong as my knowledge base. \nWisdom of the day- maintain boundaries to maintain your sanity. This means not cleaning up after others because they are lazy. Cook for yourself and clean up after yourself. As long as you are taking care of your own responsibilities there isn’t room for anyone to complain. Overextending yourself brings stress and resentment. You do you. All else isn’t your responsibility. Even if someone does one of your responsibilities out of kindness, this doesn’t mean you do one of theirs. This is how people manipulate you into doing chores they don’t like doing. They take on one of your easy tasks then leave their unwanted task undone hoping you do it. Let the dishes pile up Wash your own. Let the mess build up around them. The minute you do that task these types think they have made a deal into a chore trade forever. Stop this in its tracks. Even if it bothers you ignore it. Annoyance can be cured by humor. Resentment you carry like a bag of bricks until you get worn down. Save your energy and attention for yourself. The goal is self responsibility, learning, and growth. Let other people live in their own shit. Be happy you are serving yourself. The only person you gotta keep happy is you. ", "mediaType": "text/plain" } }, "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/entities/urn:activity:1353146477752356882/activity" }, { "type": "Create", "actor": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130", "object": { "type": "Note", "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/entities/urn:activity:1341554356419301379", "attributedTo": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130", "content": "My isolation is healing wounds I thought were too deep to reach. The silence of my soul gives space for profound truths to surface Things I didn’t want to face. I’m covered inside with scars. Stitching together my good intentions. ", "to": [ "https://www.w3.org/ns/activitystreams#Public" ], "cc": [ "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/followers" ], "tag": [], "url": "https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1341554356419301379", "published": "2022-02-18T23:38:02+00:00", "source": { "content": "My isolation is healing wounds I thought were too deep to reach. The silence of my soul gives space for profound truths to surface Things I didn’t want to face. I’m covered inside with scars. Stitching together my good intentions. ", "mediaType": "text/plain" } }, "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/entities/urn:activity:1341554356419301379/activity" }, { "type": "Create", "actor": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130", "object": { "type": "Note", "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/entities/urn:activity:1337491384231268363", "attributedTo": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130", "content": "Camp life. The new campers are very loud and gross. They have been peeing outside their tent at night and watching King of the Hill loudly all night long. The entire camp jumped their ass this morning The odor of marijuana is so strong in their tent that we with smell issues from the C flu could smell it. I never thought I’d be the person tattling on someone but peeing next to my site when the potty is fifteen feet away was my crossed boundary. This trip is becoming more fun by the day. <br />Oh and....My cat went into heat today. The fun never ends! <br /><br />Wisdom- Stop the drama the instant you experience it. The longer you let it go on the worse it tends to get. <br />", "to": [ "https://www.w3.org/ns/activitystreams#Public" ], "cc": [ "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/followers" ], "tag": [], "url": "https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1337491384231268363", "published": "2022-02-07T18:33:14+00:00", "source": { "content": "Camp life. The new campers are very loud and gross. They have been peeing outside their tent at night and watching King of the Hill loudly all night long. The entire camp jumped their ass this morning The odor of marijuana is so strong in their tent that we with smell issues from the C flu could smell it. I never thought I’d be the person tattling on someone but peeing next to my site when the potty is fifteen feet away was my crossed boundary. This trip is becoming more fun by the day. \nOh and....My cat went into heat today. The fun never ends! \n\nWisdom- Stop the drama the instant you experience it. The longer you let it go on the worse it tends to get. \n", "mediaType": "text/plain" } }, "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/entities/urn:activity:1337491384231268363/activity" }, { "type": "Create", "actor": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130", "object": { "type": "Note", "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/entities/urn:activity:1336077233864839178", "attributedTo": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130", "content": "I’ve always appreciated a good bath. 🙏🏻✌🏻🥰😉", "to": [ "https://www.w3.org/ns/activitystreams#Public" ], "cc": [ "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/followers" ], "tag": [], "url": "https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1336077233864839178", "published": "2022-02-03T20:53:55+00:00", "source": { "content": "I’ve always appreciated a good bath. 🙏🏻✌🏻🥰😉", "mediaType": "text/plain" } }, "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/entities/urn:activity:1336077233864839178/activity" }, { "type": "Create", "actor": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130", "object": { "type": "Note", "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/entities/urn:activity:1334275092456149004", "attributedTo": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130", "content": "Feeding the poor. Today we were able to help five families. They say in order to understand something you need to experience it first hand. Not simply visit but live the experience. <br />My friend and I have been in this camp for almost two weeks now. Everyone here has experienced food insecurity. My friend is going to food banks and we are dividing up the haul into multiple bags. We are vegan so we take the veggies because we already know these people don’t really eat them. We are giving away meats, breads, and dairy. <br />Each bag here contains two packs of meat, a loaf of bread, two sandwiches, a few pastries, and donuts. This should last a single person a week . It’s basic, its not much, but knowing five people including the big bag for the family with two little children are fed this week is very comforting. <br />I did have the worry that maybe some of them might trade these items for drugs, but I cannot let this gut feeling distract me from helping. If that bag gets someone drugs then I know quite certainly they are happy with the gift. Thats really the goal here isn’t it? To bring joy where I can in places most people would avoid. Maybe I’m naive, delusional, or simply stupid. But I’d rather be a helpful hopeful fool than an apathetic avoidant smarty pants. <br />My wisdom for today - give love regardless of the circumstances. After love is given let it go where it needs to go. Release control. The objective is to give love and learn to appreciate a loving outcome no matter what that is. <br /><br />I’m cooking a pot of lentil vegetable soup for me. Its going to be in the low 20s tonight. My friend is off buying rum and a couple winning lottery tickets. 🤞🏻 <br />In this tent the rum never runs dry. A pirates life for me! ", "to": [ "https://www.w3.org/ns/activitystreams#Public" ], "cc": [ "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/followers" ], "tag": [], "url": "https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1334275092456149004", "published": "2022-01-29T21:32:51+00:00", "source": { "content": "Feeding the poor. Today we were able to help five families. They say in order to understand something you need to experience it first hand. Not simply visit but live the experience. \nMy friend and I have been in this camp for almost two weeks now. Everyone here has experienced food insecurity. My friend is going to food banks and we are dividing up the haul into multiple bags. We are vegan so we take the veggies because we already know these people don’t really eat them. We are giving away meats, breads, and dairy. \nEach bag here contains two packs of meat, a loaf of bread, two sandwiches, a few pastries, and donuts. This should last a single person a week . It’s basic, its not much, but knowing five people including the big bag for the family with two little children are fed this week is very comforting. \nI did have the worry that maybe some of them might trade these items for drugs, but I cannot let this gut feeling distract me from helping. If that bag gets someone drugs then I know quite certainly they are happy with the gift. Thats really the goal here isn’t it? To bring joy where I can in places most people would avoid. Maybe I’m naive, delusional, or simply stupid. But I’d rather be a helpful hopeful fool than an apathetic avoidant smarty pants. \nMy wisdom for today - give love regardless of the circumstances. After love is given let it go where it needs to go. Release control. The objective is to give love and learn to appreciate a loving outcome no matter what that is. \n\nI’m cooking a pot of lentil vegetable soup for me. Its going to be in the low 20s tonight. My friend is off buying rum and a couple winning lottery tickets. 🤞🏻 \nIn this tent the rum never runs dry. A pirates life for me! ", "mediaType": "text/plain" } }, "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/entities/urn:activity:1334275092456149004/activity" }, { "type": "Create", "actor": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130", "object": { "type": "Note", "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/entities/urn:activity:1331769819980107785", "attributedTo": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130", "content": "Day 6. 38 degrees after a day of rain. <br /><br />I didn't feel like writing yesterday. The rain and cold and exhaustion and habitual monotony, and......and....and. I didn't leave my bed. <br /><br />Today it is cold, grey, slow. People are sitting by the fire pit deep in conversation but I seem to be unable to actually hear their words. I am withdrawn today. Hungry. Emotionless. In a state of total peace. <br /><br />The cold seems to make my limbs heavier. Slower. I find myself sitting still in the same position for hours. I continually ask myself what is this stillness trying to teach me? <br /><br />It is here, when I ask, that the stillness pulls my attentions to my center. I become aware of the deep core of me while the vastness of my presence reaches the entirety of the universe. Only here, in this quiet place can I feel the entirety of my being. I feel the weight of gravity pulling me in, further in. A return to my beginning. Supernova. <br /><br />On to a little Wisdom - <br /><br />The ambiguous \"THEY\" say that discussing alchemy is a secret. I tend to laugh at these restrictions because those that aren't able to understand, can't. Those that can, do. So secrecy seems a bit redundant. So I'll share a secret so that those desirous to know can have a little direction to follow. Words are living. Language is a living art. Each letter has a representation all to itself beyond the basic understanding of it simply being a letter used to assemble words, and depending on the order of assembly, this creates the meaning that goes far beyond typical use. Those that cannot understand the hidden meaning of words simply read words as regular words. Those that know can communicate through words even greater messages because the assemblage and order the words are placed in create encoded messages. This is how programming works. It programs the sleeping (NPC) people through the assemblage of letters, that form words, that form code, that are essentially spells. - Now you know a secret of alchemy. <br /><br />If you're interested in understanding, you must read! You must read the greats and look for the commonality in their words. If you learn how to see the patterns, you can begin to understand the esoteric meanings. All of the Masters know this language because the language is a gift from Source to these people. It allows them to do great works to guide the people. This itself creates the \"Mainstream\" or the river of knowledge contained within the entirety of the human people itself. When you begin to learn the letters and words, you can then more easily understand symbolism. And remember, you can read left to right and right to left. You can fold a word at its center point. You can read every first letter, last letter, etc. The way you read isn't restricted by direction. <br /><br />Anyway, I'm going to call it a night. I need to heat some water, make something hot to drink, and clean up my tent. It's amazing how dirty the floor gets. Maybe I will do a little studying myself tonight. Learning is a healthy addiction. <br /><br />XOXO <br /><br />", "to": [ "https://www.w3.org/ns/activitystreams#Public" ], "cc": [ "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/followers" ], "tag": [], "url": "https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1331769819980107785", "published": "2022-01-22T23:37:47+00:00", "source": { "content": "Day 6. 38 degrees after a day of rain. \n\nI didn't feel like writing yesterday. The rain and cold and exhaustion and habitual monotony, and......and....and. I didn't leave my bed. \n\nToday it is cold, grey, slow. People are sitting by the fire pit deep in conversation but I seem to be unable to actually hear their words. I am withdrawn today. Hungry. Emotionless. In a state of total peace. \n\nThe cold seems to make my limbs heavier. Slower. I find myself sitting still in the same position for hours. I continually ask myself what is this stillness trying to teach me? \n\nIt is here, when I ask, that the stillness pulls my attentions to my center. I become aware of the deep core of me while the vastness of my presence reaches the entirety of the universe. Only here, in this quiet place can I feel the entirety of my being. I feel the weight of gravity pulling me in, further in. A return to my beginning. Supernova. \n\nOn to a little Wisdom - \n\nThe ambiguous \"THEY\" say that discussing alchemy is a secret. I tend to laugh at these restrictions because those that aren't able to understand, can't. Those that can, do. So secrecy seems a bit redundant. So I'll share a secret so that those desirous to know can have a little direction to follow. Words are living. Language is a living art. Each letter has a representation all to itself beyond the basic understanding of it simply being a letter used to assemble words, and depending on the order of assembly, this creates the meaning that goes far beyond typical use. Those that cannot understand the hidden meaning of words simply read words as regular words. Those that know can communicate through words even greater messages because the assemblage and order the words are placed in create encoded messages. This is how programming works. It programs the sleeping (NPC) people through the assemblage of letters, that form words, that form code, that are essentially spells. - Now you know a secret of alchemy. \n\nIf you're interested in understanding, you must read! You must read the greats and look for the commonality in their words. If you learn how to see the patterns, you can begin to understand the esoteric meanings. All of the Masters know this language because the language is a gift from Source to these people. It allows them to do great works to guide the people. This itself creates the \"Mainstream\" or the river of knowledge contained within the entirety of the human people itself. When you begin to learn the letters and words, you can then more easily understand symbolism. And remember, you can read left to right and right to left. You can fold a word at its center point. You can read every first letter, last letter, etc. The way you read isn't restricted by direction. \n\nAnyway, I'm going to call it a night. I need to heat some water, make something hot to drink, and clean up my tent. It's amazing how dirty the floor gets. Maybe I will do a little studying myself tonight. Learning is a healthy addiction. \n\nXOXO \n\n", "mediaType": "text/plain" } }, "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/entities/urn:activity:1331769819980107785/activity" }, { "type": "Create", "actor": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130", "object": { "type": "Note", "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/entities/urn:activity:1331143881122648066", "attributedTo": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130", "content": "More<br />The hungry child of the wild aches<br />Begging to be filled in darkness lurching<br />With trembling lips she confiscates<br /><br />Swallowing this searing light she begs for<br />Turning pain into wisdoms prose<br />Sprouting thorns upon her fragile body<br />Soon to become a rose<br /><br />More<br />Tender petals wrapped in arms of green<br />Her color hiding in the folds of desperate yearning<br />A purity not yet seen<br /><br />Equal turns of dark and light<br />Natures pulse surging through her veins<br />Pressure building from her center<br />A subtle passionate pain<br /><br />More<br />Crimson pushing through confinement<br />The child blossoms in the moonlight<br />Silver edged through pains refinement<br /><br />The golden sun rises at dawn <br />To greet this daughter of morning<br />Within her beauty she holds the night<br />All wisdom comes with natures warning", "to": [ "https://www.w3.org/ns/activitystreams#Public" ], "cc": [ "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/followers" ], "tag": [], "url": "https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1331143881122648066", "published": "2022-01-21T06:10:32+00:00", "source": { "content": "More\nThe hungry child of the wild aches\nBegging to be filled in darkness lurching\nWith trembling lips she confiscates\n\nSwallowing this searing light she begs for\nTurning pain into wisdoms prose\nSprouting thorns upon her fragile body\nSoon to become a rose\n\nMore\nTender petals wrapped in arms of green\nHer color hiding in the folds of desperate yearning\nA purity not yet seen\n\nEqual turns of dark and light\nNatures pulse surging through her veins\nPressure building from her center\nA subtle passionate pain\n\nMore\nCrimson pushing through confinement\nThe child blossoms in the moonlight\nSilver edged through pains refinement\n\nThe golden sun rises at dawn \nTo greet this daughter of morning\nWithin her beauty she holds the night\nAll wisdom comes with natures warning", "mediaType": "text/plain" } }, "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/entities/urn:activity:1331143881122648066/activity" }, { "type": "Create", "actor": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130", "object": { "type": "Note", "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/entities/urn:activity:1331128057213227015", "attributedTo": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130", "content": "Today I slept much of the day. The exhaustion comes in waves and when these waves wash over my tired bones, I rest so that I can continue healing. Here it is 11pm and I am fully awake, listening to the sounds of the people that surround me and the cars racing by in the distance. It’s unusual to hear so many cars while camping, but I am not at a “normal” campground. No, I am nestled within a ragtag intentional yet unintentional community of those that are living in poverty. I assume that at first the owner thought they would be entertaining traveling tourists, campers, and seasonal vacationers. But seeing the current state of this “campground” I’d say it is a much needed home for those unable to afford the high expense of modern life. <br />I didn’t plan on staying in such a place, but the universe likes to send me where I can learn and maybe help. I am grateful that I booked this site unseen on my handy HipCamp app. If it had shown current photos of this place I wouldn’t have dared stay here. I am surrounded by 40 campers and RV’s, those metal box types on wheels. I’m staying next to about 15 people that are living in tents. One tent is filled with plastic storage bins and even has a flat screen TV! All surrounding a bed in the middle of the tent. If these people were merely camping I’d say they were enjoying life, and maybe still they are enjoying life because it’s safe here. But this is no normal vacation spot. This is where those struggling can live cheaply, safely, and find what joy they can in life. <br />The lessons I am learning here are graduate level. I had seen and known of these types of places but this is my first experience doing hands on study. It’s been four days and I find myself totally engrossed in simply sitting and listening. Deeply thinking about what I am experiencing and observing. There are moments when I want to cry, and I mean that heavy sorrowful cry of agony all mothers feel when witnessing children suffer. I want to walk into the regional political leaders office and lay into them like a dog with rabies. I want to post photos of this camp on every page of every rich and famous person and say LOOK AT THIS! It makes me angry. It makes me hurt. But somehow I manage to hold all these tears in, I transform that anger into wisdom, and I study. I think maybe through my writing the reality of this can reach the right people. Maybe my voice can improve this. Maybe. <br />There are those that will say these people deserve this life. That they didn’t do XYZ to earn better. They might say these people are addicts, rebel against the system, they have “made their bed and must lie in it”. But I understand these people, their broken childhoods, their struggle, their inability to cope with modern life, their feelings of being ostracized, ignored, overlooked, disrespected, neglected, abused, preyed upon by those saying they would help. How these people are living lives built upon survival. How because of their abusive childhoods they adopted the skills that create the conditions that bring upon them continual suffering. How these people don’t feel safe unless they feel unsafe, and they don’t have the resources to seek the treatments they need to heal and learn new ways. I completely understand these people. We all come from the same background. Here everyone is broken, like me. <br />It is day 4 of my journey. The crickets are singing, dogs are barking in the distance, and the owls have returned to remind me of my magick. Voices echo in tune with the passing cars and a music is being created from these subtle sounds. My cats are sleeping, there is mostly silence from all others, and my travel companion is reading and whispering to himself. On occasion he blurts out a rambling sentence. He says “Crowley, Love Is The Law, Love Under Will. Thats pretty cool.” - Ha! I think. My country boy bestie, retired military and corrections officer has taken it upon himself to read Crowley, and not from my suggestion. If there was a miracle to happen each day, I would say I have just witnessed todays offering. I guess the ambiguous “they” lied. An old dog can learn new tricks after all. These are certainly those “Mysterious Ways” of God. Crowley being whispered in a ghetto campground from the lips of a war veteran who reads at an 8th grade level. <br />Tonight there is beauty on the wind. If you're quiet enough, you might hear her subtle magick on the breeze. Love Is The Law, Love Under Will. Or maybe the message is musical - <br /><br />When the Moon is in the 7th house, and Jupiter aligns with Mars. Then Peace will rule the planets, and Love will rule the stars! <br /><br />Welcome to the Age Of Aquarius. Good Night~ <br /><br /><br />", "to": [ "https://www.w3.org/ns/activitystreams#Public" ], "cc": [ "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/followers" ], "tag": [], "url": "https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1331128057213227015", "published": "2022-01-21T05:07:39+00:00", "source": { "content": "Today I slept much of the day. The exhaustion comes in waves and when these waves wash over my tired bones, I rest so that I can continue healing. Here it is 11pm and I am fully awake, listening to the sounds of the people that surround me and the cars racing by in the distance. It’s unusual to hear so many cars while camping, but I am not at a “normal” campground. No, I am nestled within a ragtag intentional yet unintentional community of those that are living in poverty. I assume that at first the owner thought they would be entertaining traveling tourists, campers, and seasonal vacationers. But seeing the current state of this “campground” I’d say it is a much needed home for those unable to afford the high expense of modern life. \nI didn’t plan on staying in such a place, but the universe likes to send me where I can learn and maybe help. I am grateful that I booked this site unseen on my handy HipCamp app. If it had shown current photos of this place I wouldn’t have dared stay here. I am surrounded by 40 campers and RV’s, those metal box types on wheels. I’m staying next to about 15 people that are living in tents. One tent is filled with plastic storage bins and even has a flat screen TV! All surrounding a bed in the middle of the tent. If these people were merely camping I’d say they were enjoying life, and maybe still they are enjoying life because it’s safe here. But this is no normal vacation spot. This is where those struggling can live cheaply, safely, and find what joy they can in life. \nThe lessons I am learning here are graduate level. I had seen and known of these types of places but this is my first experience doing hands on study. It’s been four days and I find myself totally engrossed in simply sitting and listening. Deeply thinking about what I am experiencing and observing. There are moments when I want to cry, and I mean that heavy sorrowful cry of agony all mothers feel when witnessing children suffer. I want to walk into the regional political leaders office and lay into them like a dog with rabies. I want to post photos of this camp on every page of every rich and famous person and say LOOK AT THIS! It makes me angry. It makes me hurt. But somehow I manage to hold all these tears in, I transform that anger into wisdom, and I study. I think maybe through my writing the reality of this can reach the right people. Maybe my voice can improve this. Maybe. \nThere are those that will say these people deserve this life. That they didn’t do XYZ to earn better. They might say these people are addicts, rebel against the system, they have “made their bed and must lie in it”. But I understand these people, their broken childhoods, their struggle, their inability to cope with modern life, their feelings of being ostracized, ignored, overlooked, disrespected, neglected, abused, preyed upon by those saying they would help. How these people are living lives built upon survival. How because of their abusive childhoods they adopted the skills that create the conditions that bring upon them continual suffering. How these people don’t feel safe unless they feel unsafe, and they don’t have the resources to seek the treatments they need to heal and learn new ways. I completely understand these people. We all come from the same background. Here everyone is broken, like me. \nIt is day 4 of my journey. The crickets are singing, dogs are barking in the distance, and the owls have returned to remind me of my magick. Voices echo in tune with the passing cars and a music is being created from these subtle sounds. My cats are sleeping, there is mostly silence from all others, and my travel companion is reading and whispering to himself. On occasion he blurts out a rambling sentence. He says “Crowley, Love Is The Law, Love Under Will. Thats pretty cool.” - Ha! I think. My country boy bestie, retired military and corrections officer has taken it upon himself to read Crowley, and not from my suggestion. If there was a miracle to happen each day, I would say I have just witnessed todays offering. I guess the ambiguous “they” lied. An old dog can learn new tricks after all. These are certainly those “Mysterious Ways” of God. Crowley being whispered in a ghetto campground from the lips of a war veteran who reads at an 8th grade level. \nTonight there is beauty on the wind. If you're quiet enough, you might hear her subtle magick on the breeze. Love Is The Law, Love Under Will. Or maybe the message is musical - \n\nWhen the Moon is in the 7th house, and Jupiter aligns with Mars. Then Peace will rule the planets, and Love will rule the stars! \n\nWelcome to the Age Of Aquarius. Good Night~ \n\n\n", "mediaType": "text/plain" } }, "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/entities/urn:activity:1331128057213227015/activity" }, { "type": "Create", "actor": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130", "object": { "type": "Note", "id": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/entities/urn:activity:1330738440970440722", "attributedTo": "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130", "content": "Animal magick is one of the gifts I am endowed with. My connection to animals has assisted me through this human life. Cats being my constant companions and family, as I write from the comfort of my tent two are snuggled against me. <br />I wasn’t going to write more than once a day here to journal my thoughts but a bit of magick came my way this evening. I couldn’t resist writing the experience down in my excitement. It seems important that I do so now. Timing is everything. <br />While writing my first entry here, I was visited by an owl. This wouldn’t be seen as unusual as I am camping, but I’m camping at a busy and completely filled urban campground on the west side of a city of a million people. There are stray cats roaming the camp here. Campers can be heard giggling, watching tv, while the rv’s have heaters blowing, music playing, and lots of fucking echoing in the camp. Cars race in the distance and sirens tell the tale of city life happening a few miles away. <br />So for an owl to land beside my tent and serenade me for five minutes before flying away, to me, this is profound high magick. <br />Every culture has associated magick beliefs to owls. Good and bad, the dichotomy of beliefs are different in every culture. Though all of them shared a single belief - owl visits are magick. Owls are divine. <br />That an owl came to visit while I wrote my first journal entry is quite meaningful to me. It instantly reminded me of the scene in Labyrinth where the white owl bursts through the bedroom window. Or the owl delivering the acceptance letter into Magick school in Harry Potter. <br />I’m reminded of ancient art like the owl footed and winged Lilith carved into stone. The winged Isis. The wings on my back tattooed during a ritual of becoming. <br />Maybe tonight my new life truly begins by releasing my deep thoughts upon the canvas of a starry full moon sky. The owl my messenger bringing my humble words to the stars. My hope is that one message is understood above all others - <br /><br />I Am Reborn. <br />I Am Love Immortal. <br />I Am Liberation <br /><br />And so it is. <br />", "to": [ "https://www.w3.org/ns/activitystreams#Public" ], "cc": [ "https://www.minds.com/api/activitypub/users/1330308186250416130/followers" ], "tag": [], "url": "https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1330738440970440722", "published": "2022-01-20T03:19:27+00:00", "source": { "content": "Animal magick is one of the gifts I am endowed with. My connection to animals has assisted me through this human life. Cats being my constant companions and family, as I write from the comfort of my tent two are snuggled against me. \nI wasn’t going to write more than once a day here to journal my thoughts but a bit of magick came my way this evening. I couldn’t resist writing the experience down in my excitement. It seems important that I do so now. Timing is everything. \nWhile writing my first entry here, I was visited by an owl. This wouldn’t be seen as unusual as I am camping, but I’m camping at a busy and completely filled urban campground on the west side of a city of a million people. There are stray cats roaming the camp here. Campers can be heard giggling, watching tv, while the rv’s have heaters blowing, music playing, and lots of fucking echoing in the camp. 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